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Feel like crawling into a dark hole and crying…

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Dildos as art? O.o

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My fucking Mac won’t turn on at all! The chargers light isn’t on either! It’s not red or green and I’m fucking flipping out because I can’t god damn afford a fucking new laptop let alone a fucking new charger wire! AAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! FUCKING FUCK MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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No work!

FOR FUCKING THREE WEEKS STRAIGHT I HAVEN’T HAD ANY HOURS AT WORK. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!? I NEED A FUCKING NEW JOB!!!!!

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God again really?

Well I feel like balling my eyes out again. And I don’t know why or where this depression came from. I was as happy as can be like three days ago I don’t get it? FUCK MY LIFE! I’m just gonna crawl into bed and cry myself to sleep for no apparent reason. =’(

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Well after having my meltdown last night in front of joe I feel a little better tonight. Last night I got so upset and started crying over I don’t know what, just started crying hysterical. I wasn’t crying for long, maybe a few minutes, but I was crying as if I was going for hours. I sounded like I was hyperventilating when I tried to calm myself down. When I got home and in bed I cried a little bit more, not as bad as the first time though. Today I had that same feeling of just wanting to burst into tears but mixed with the urge to throw things, but that was earlier. Later on I just felt so depressed. And now joe is extremely worried about me. Once I got to sit down with him and watch tv while cuddling a little bit I started feeling better. So hopefully this doesn’t keep up =/ I don’t like it when people I love worry about me. Especially my worry-wart boyfriend, he worries enough as it is.

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1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
8. How often do you listen to music?
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
13. What about ‘R’?
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
16. Are you going out of town soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
24. What are you sitting on right now?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
30. Does anyone hate you?
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
35. Did you have a dream last night?
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
44. What’s the best part about school?
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48. Were you single over the last summer?
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
52. Are you nice to everyone?
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
56. Do you think you like someone?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
60. Do you hate anyone?
61. How’s your heart?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
70. How do you look right now?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
72. Can you commit to one person?
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
75. Did you wake up cranky?
76. Are you a jealous person?
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
81. Last person you cried in front of?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
85. Are you over your past?
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
97. Who do you have texts from?
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

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Damn you sickness!

Girrrr I am really hating the fact that this cold or virus whatever it is, is residing in my ears and making it hard for me to hear. Now I know how a 90 year old woman going deaf feels. IT SUCKS!!!!

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This weekend

Well this week joes parents are going on a cruise so his house will be to him and his brother. I am kinda hoping that me and joe can once again lay in his bed together and possibly make love. He is more concerned about me being sick though. He really doesn’t want to with the way I have coughing up a lung lately. He feels guilty about it because my asthma was never this bad until I had to be around his smoking habit as well as his family, and both of our groups of friends. He feels like he has caused me to have to take my inhaler the rest of my life. He told me last night that I’m in love with a man who is slowly killing me. I mean I am glad that he finally realized that his smoking was affecting my health (as well as his but he only cares about my health) and ha finally quit cold turkey but when he says stuff like that to me it makes me feel bad. Like I was guilting him into quiting even though my health has gotten pretty bad do to my asthma mainly. So I guess that is why I want this weekend to happen. To make it special with no stress, no guilt, no worries. Just love, passion, and tenderness between the two of us.